On Saturday, December 3, 2011 our Ward Activity Day Girls attended the Hawaii, Laie Temple Visitors Center. Since Sadie and Sophie are now in Activity Days and I am the Primary President, we loaded up our family vehicle and made it a family outing. We had a wonderful visit. The girls toured the Visitors Center and watched movies about Eternal Families and the Story of Jesus Christ's Birth. The Spirit was overwhelming and I ended just about every movie teary eyed.
The movie about Eternal Families touched my heart...I had seen this movie before, back in May when I miscarried, I was teary eyed then as well, but this time for a different reason. The reason being at the end of the movie the oldest daughter of the family is at the temple with her newly sealed spouse and as you can imagine I thought of SADIE.
Dallas and I married in the Mesa, Arizona Temple when I was nineteen, which meant if Sadie were to possibly do the same she too would be married at the age of nineteen. Dallas swears none of our girls will be married at that age, but I know better...it can happen, especially if they meet a wonderful young man such as their Father.
Back to Sadie...my thoughts reflected to Sadie who is ten, which could quite possibly mean I have about nine more years with her. I don't want to have nine more years with her, but that is the reality of things. I know she will ALWAYS be my daughter, but my time for TEACHING HER all that she needs to know are limited. I want my girls to be the best: I want them to have their OWN TESTIMONIES of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, I want them to have Temple Marriages and ETERNAL FAMILIES, I want them to choose a WORTHY SPOUSE and I want them to WANT children. I know they are capable.My thoughts then turned to my Heavenly Father and the WONDERFUL GIFTS He has entrusted Dallas and I with...our children. I realize even more so, that Dallas and I have a limited amount of time with each of our children and with that time we need to ENJOY their presence...even if they are fighting and crying because that time only last for so long. I love being a Mother. I have been blessed with six wonderful spirits and I hope that through my example they are able to live the Gospel of Jesus Christ to the best of their ability.















